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09.30.04 (3:21 am) [edit]

One more day bitches!!! House of Shock opens up in ONE DAY and Im ready!!!

Ok now I talk about Ashley again.

I talked to her tonight and I told her something Ive been feeling for a while. And that is lately I feel we arent close anymore. Shes too busy with her friends all the time. Now dont get me wrong I want her to have her friends. But I know it shouldnt take away from our relationship. I just feel as if theyre more important or something. Like we barely talk and when we do shes out with them and we dont talk long. I dunno I just feel left out. Shes a beautiful girl and I'm so in love with her and theres nothing more I want than to be her everything. I used to feel I was and I would like to feel that again. I miss her. I miss how our relationship was way back when. We talked about that tonight and I think were gonna fix that....I think anyway.

All I know is things just cant be the way theyve been. We used to be best friends and I want that again. I want us to be as in love as we used to be. I dont want us to drift apart. That would destroy me. Ashley I love you. Promis me that we'll work at making this all better?

Well I'm off like a prom dress...

~Corey

about my awesome day...

09.26.04 (10:29 pm) [edit]

well i'm not gonna be too long cuz Im tired but i saw Ash today. That was so great :D She was so beautiful! I missed looking at her,touching her,kissing her...god I just missed her. And today I got to see her and now....I MISS HER AGAIN!! but its ok cuz it'll only be a lil while before I see her again.

So anyways she came over here and we cuddled and poked eachother...like always lol We talked a lil bit and she was acting so diffrent today...in a good way. She just seemed so happy and she just talked way more than usual. I dunno Ima have to get used to this Ashley hehe I'm glad she was kinda hyper and extra talkative today. It was fun. I love you babydoll!!

Then we got alittle R rated and fooled around for a GOOD WHILE! It was so fun!! But I know people that know us and prolly dont wanna read about our sex life so...sorry :wink:

House of Shock opens up in like four days :shock: I need to get workin!!

well.....goodnight

~Corey

Look I'm creative ^_^

09.24.04 (11:56 pm) [edit]

lol Tonight was cool. i went to HOS and worked,helped fix some lights with Brandon and even made a stain glass window for my room. Me and Brandons girlfriend (Nicolle) worked on that bitch for hours and it turned out kinda ghetto but it looks cool. But Larry's shoulder was hurting him and he was tired so we all called it a night. Larry's shoulder was just operated on if anyones interested in knowing why it was hurting him.

Now here I am tired as all hell myself and I'm thinking about Ash. So far I'm still gonna getta see her Sunday. God I'm so happy right now :D :D :D I said I hope my good mood lasts and so far it has. GO ME!!!

:shock: :shock: :shock: I just saw the fattest,ugliest person in all of the world in a bikini on tv AND SHES ABOUT TO TAKE OFF THE TOP!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHH PUT THAT SHIT AWAY!!!!! :oops:

ok I'm done...goodnight!

~Corey

weeeeeeee!!! :D :D :D

09.23.04 (11:09 pm) [edit]

Ello!!!!

I'm really spaztic right now but its fun so BACK OFF!! This just in......I like bagels!!!

my dog just jumped up and landed on the cat!! where in the fuck is my pen? I need it to write my crazy comics and someone has stolen it. Those Bastards!!! I'll be ok...I think.

The reason I'm so happy is cuz I getta see Ash this Sunday and her parents actually raised her cerfew for the ocassion Look a smile!! I'm suprised I smiled cuz I havent smiled in weeks...seriously but now I have!! I'm happy oh so happy!! I need a shrink! Oh wait I have one already. SPOOOOOOOON!!!!! and we musnt forget DOUCHE COOKIES!!!!!!!!!

hehehehahaha ok seriously Ima get offa here and go eat my genuine frozen mexican quizine lol I just wanted to post cuz I'm happy for once and I really dont have much to complain about. I hope this lasts a while cuz it feels good.

Love peace and chicken grease!! I still have no clue where I heard that from.

~Corey

IVAN RETURNS AHHHHHH!!!!

09.22.04 (1:57 pm) [edit]

I think this is rather funny actually. I mean it left without hurting us and then it turned back around and is coming at us again :lol:

Its only a tropical depression and due to be a tropical storm when it gets here but I dunno it just amuses me. Its not cool that its coming back but what else can you do but laugh? Its unreal but oh well bring it on!!!

my last post was a bit harsh...sorry

09.22.04 (12:48 am) [edit]

I kinda go crazy and get alittle hostile at times when things bother me. I dunno exactly why it bothered me so much. I mean our troops and workers have been in Iraq for a while now and shit like that happens all the time. But I suppose it was actually seeing it for myself that made me so "I wanna rip out those motherfuckers long intestines" like. I think that topic is better left alone from now on but my post is gonna stay cuz I told Ash I'd keep it there so she could read it.

Well not much going on really. I'm writing comics now lol Me and Brandon are writing twisted,and fucked up little comics online and I'm writing the first issue. Well I'm the writer and hes draws the pics. So yeah theyre gonna be online comics and knowing brandon theyll prolly be done in flash. It'll be cool. Look forward to that.

Well my bed calls my name so I feel compelled to follow its sweet voice.

~Corey

*shocked and not quite the same*

09.21.04 (7:15 pm) [edit]

I just watched the video clip of those militants who beheaded that american hostage and omfg its insane. I've seen many horror flics and have become desenitized to gore...or so I thought. The sight of all that blood and the screams of the poor prisinor made me sick. Like I mean SICK. I wanna throw up right now. The diffrence between horror and this is this is reality. This is what our little trip to Iraq brought among us. Thanx Bush! Thanx for being so righteous that you would subject your people to this kind of tourture. If the draft is started up again which I feel in my gut is going to happen I will be in that kind of danger. Not that I would mind blowing those fucking rag headed motherfuckers heads off but fuck dude I cant believe we would be put in harms way for practically nothing.

FUCK YOU BUSH! I hope you see that mans severed head in your sleep. You and Saddam have alot in common. youre both dictators,youre both barberians,you both kill your own people,and youre both fucking desendants of Hitler.

Fuck this war. Fuck our president and right now Fuck what America stands for.

Why cant we just live...simply live without worrying about our life suddenly being thrown into a flaming abyss.

I gotta go. I need to get this off my mind.

~Corey

........

09.20.04 (6:10 pm) [edit]

I dont even know where to begin right now. But well here it goes....

I just got off the phone with Ashley. This girl is the love of my life and I have absolutely no reason to leave her but the distance between us is too far and I never hear her voice anymore. It's like shes a stranger. She'll call me and we talk for ten minutes a day sometimes. And when we do talk it's about something depressing or something thats bothering me or hurting me.

So I sorta statrted to break up with her and I was talking stupid and starting to feel like I wanted to take all of my pills and shoot up again. The thought of not being with her makes me crazy but being with her hurts cuz I NEVER see her and come to find out I wont be seeing her AGAIN this weekend. If I dont Im gonna split a vein. I have to see her. I miss her too much.

Anyways I carried on about breaking up with her for a while and I was gonna do it but before she had to get off the phone something in me just made me say "Ash I love you and I cant do this" I mean I have no idea where that even came from but Im glad it came out cuz I realize now that I didnt mean a word of what I was saying but I do mean it when I say I miss her so much it hurts. Ash I promised you I would never leave you and I wont....ever. I swear on your life (which means more to me than my own) that no matter what we'll always be together. Unless its you leaving me. Or well if you cheat on me I cant promise I'll wanna stay but I know you wont. No matter how hard things get or how upset I am I'll never leave.

We can work this out. I know we can. Yer so special to me and I cant live without you. That thought just cant happen. So I'm staying and some how we have to promise to be togeher this weekend. It dosent matter how but we will. If were gonna be ok thats important so Ash promise me and I will surely promise you that somehow...someway we WILL be together this weekend.

Well this is getting long and I'm really blinded with tears so I gotta go.....

~Corey

ps. Ash I'm so sorry that I hurt you and made you so upset. Like I said I'm staying and nothings ever gonna change my mind like that again...i promise. I love you babydoll. yer still my princess and my light in a big cold,dark room. Sorry if that sounded corny or sad but its true.

Hurricane Ivan,annoying politics,and my ever so beautiful Ashley.

09.16.04 (1:23 am) [edit]

Ivan is pretty much outta NOLA now wOOt!I just hope theres no flooding tomorrow. Pray for beautiful ol Louisiana if you can find it in your heart :lol:

Politics, FUCK POLITICS! Fuck every Nazi motherfucker who votes for Bush and Fuck Kerry too! I'd vote for an independant party but thats a waste of effort cuz nobody's voting for those poor souls lol Ok so I'd RATHER Kerry than Bush cuz Kerry although a dumb douche cookie is pro choice...like me :D Bush...well if hes re-elected I know people who will be out on the streets if not way over their head in medical bills. Fuck that dictator. Hes about as American as Hitler was. I love America but jumpin Jesus on a pogo stick it's going to hell over the past hey what do ya know....FOUR YEARS! Just as long as a certain monkey president of ours has been in office :evil: Fuck Gearge Bush. If you follow him youre a fucking blind little Nazi sheep!

:idea: I'm gonna boycott plastic forks cuz this one cut me...who would like to join me? 8)

I miss Ashley! God I'm having withdrawls! We havent been talking much but that kinda changed tonight. We talked alot tonight but we just didnt have the "fireworks" we normally have. It was kinda hard to do that though cuz we usually get all sweet on eachother when it's late and noones up so thats why and her phone went dead.

Last night she went to her friends Hurricane Party (silly girl) and the guy that the rumour was about. (the one Ash supposedly cheated on me with) was there. They went swimming and he was there for a while. i know that Ash was a good girl but I hate the thought of that guy being around. Along with the guy that spread the rumour he makes me very much uncomortable. So we talked and I guess shes gonna try to avoid him. Thats what it sounded like she said anyway. I wont tell her to stay away from him but I'll always tell her how I feel. Her being the amazing person she is always trys to make me happy. I love you babydoll! *muah* Yer so great...and sexy too.....ok that was way off the subject but I havent seen my girlfriend in weeks so FUCK YOU! I might see her this weekend though *crosses fingers*

Well i'm off to dream of that sexy girl of mine so peace and chicken grease biatches!

~Corey

"Old Skin"

09.15.04 (12:32 pm) [edit]

WE smoke the toenails and hair
of the wiseman
under a BLACKGOD's thumb
we dance like painted puppets
she bleeds orgasm in techni-color
an ocean of alien mystery
we eat the wiseman's eyes
for sight that we might
see the darkness if we kill
the lights fast enough
we eat the brain and pray
that our eyes can open wide enough
we burn the dry shell, a funeral chant
the pulse quickens and we dance
as the blossoms fall
a scattering of dust to the winds
this celebration of old skin
I feel every flower that is
screaming to consume you
the earth and sky your cradle
the earth and sky entomb you
so is the way of forever
teeming with simple cruelties
beatings in cold rooms
hands and head not found

ACK!!!

09.14.04 (2:15 pm) [edit]

I hate hurricanes!!! I hate them I hate them I hate them!!! ACK ACK ACK!!!! Fuck you Ivan!! UP THE EAR!!!! If you had skin I'd wish acid upon it!!

ANY FREAKIN WAYS!!!

I talked to my Ashley today and we had a talk about how I've been feeling. It turns out that shes ok. Shes just been acting diffrent cuz I guess things for her are going nuts lately. I just noticed a HUGE diffrence in her voice,in the way she talked to me ya know? I guess she'll be ok now...I hope. I asked her if she knows I love her more than anything in the world and she said yes so thats good cuz I want her to know that...always.

I took what she said in her blog the wrong way. She didnt mena what I thought she meant. And that thing that was crazy for months was about that rumour of her cheating on me with this other douchebag. I dont believe that she did it. Infact I know she didnt. I knew about that already and it's ok now...I hope. i'm just not gonna have rumours going around that Ash is cheating on me. I cant have that. It tears me up to think about it.

I really hope that we'll be happy from now on. she said she feels the same way about me that she always has and thats good. I've been thinking about her every second of every day lately. I miss her so much it hurts. I'm so ready to see her again.

well I'm gonna be off now

-Corey

Were All Gonna Die....YAY!!!

09.14.04 (11:29 am) [edit]

Ivan is getting awefully close and needless to say everyone in NOLA,Mississippi,Alabama, and Florida are pretty damn worried. But thank God were not getting hit with teh eye of this bitch cuz NOLA is like a big fucking bowl...being below sea level. That means if this gets really bad bye bye House of Shock :cry: All I can do is sit back and watch NOLA get taken apart cuz I'm stuck like Chuck. I've got nowhere to go...even if I wanted to. YAY! What luck!

Ashley,well thats going good but shes been acting kinda odd lately. Just not like herself at all. I'm starting to wonder whats really going on inside her head. I'm worried about her. she posed a crazy ass post in her blog and she said something about not wanting to wake up in the morning and then she said she knows she has people to make smile but she hasnt figured out who yet. First off thats not like her to talk like that and I dont like it one bit. Of course I'd like to think of her and be able to smile but lately when I think of her it hurts. It hurts to see her act this way. I love her. I want her to be happy and I dont think shes very happy with me lately although I wanna believe diffrent. She also said something about fixing something thats been screwed up for months. I have NO idea what thats about.

I dunno friends I'm just worried about Ash,our relationship,and how long from here its gonna last. I want it to be forever and I hope she feels the same right now.

Well I'm out this bitch. Peace mofos,

~Corey

Evil is alive and well and it resides in my bathroom or was that the House of Shock?

09.13.04 (12:05 am) [edit]

Good day today I guess. I went to the House of Shock cast meeting abd we had a good time. Everyone mingled and we all found lotsa common intrests. I gained a new respect for some of those who before I didnt understan much.

So I finally leave and we went to Jakes house for a little while and then I went home. I was glad to get home cuz I missed Ashley and i wanted to talk to her so she finally called me and we talked. We talked about a situation shes in right now thats way crazy. I just wish her and her family all the best. I remember what it was like to go through that. But although I know how it feels at the time I didnt have someone that I love as much as Ash. So no matter what she'll never be alone. I'll always be there to help out in any possible way. Even if it's just re-assuring her that in my life shes the center and most important thing in it...I mean that. I couldnt give a shit less what else in my life gets screwed up but what I have with her that matters the most cuz shes been my everything and I never wanna lose that...ever.

Then she talks to me about her ex cuz they talked today. i dont mind that cuz I mean I still talk to marina sometimes and I'm not jealous of this guy. Infact I took Ash from HIM lol. It's just that she talked about him more than usual and that worried me a little bit but I mean it's ok I'm sure she just didnt realize what she was doing. i do the same thing. Ash wouldnt cheat on me or anything related to it. First she knows it would destroy me and break my heart. Second I would never do it to her. Thirdly she knows the other dude wouldnt live to see the next day lol

I just dont want her to think I'm mad at her cuz I'm not. I could never be mad at that girl. Shes just too amazing. Shes so perfect. I couldnt trust a person any more tahn I trust Ashley. Oh and Ash about that picture. I've decided that it's not worth you being sad so you can see it. You were right tonight bay....about everything. I'm sorry things got so weird. Hugs and kisses* I miss you so much I could burst.

Ok well I'm off to see the wizzard....or maybe just my bed.

~corey

the only one worth it...

09.11.04 (9:50 pm) [edit]

I'd die to see her smile...one last time before I fall.

I love you Ashley! I just wanted you to know I was thinking of you...like I'm never not hehehe!

Well awesome news mofos. Ima see Ash next weekend. It's been so long and I miss everything about her but her friend told me she was gonna take her over here to see me. God that rocks!

Well its late and I'm tired so Ima go to sleep soon....

selfdesired pain: i lub ya.

beauties blemish: yer still my snuggle bunny

btw I'm beauties blemish and Brandon (my drummer) is selfdesired pain lol yeah it's time to go to sleep :lol:

goodnight mofuckas,
Corey

douche cookies...

09.08.04 (2:43 pm) [edit]

:lol: I said douche cookies....

ANYWAYS...So today isnt so great.

First I wake up and I had a really bad stomach ache. Then Ash got home and we talked alittle bit and she told me she got a ride home from this guy. Thats no big deal but this guy is a perve who I know for a fact has a thing for her. Yeah I'm sure you see why i'm upset friends? No i'm not mad at Ash but before school even started she told me she was gonna stay away from this dude cuz he makes me MAJORLY uncomfortable. I guess I understand that she had no other ride but it concerns me that she would even consider him. God that just grabs my nerves and squeeses. Im gonna tell her how I really feel when she gets home. I just hope she dosent think I'm mad at her cuz I'm not..just the situation and that fucking guy! I dont think anyones gonna understand why I dont like this guy but hes started some nasty shit including a roumor that my girlfriend cheated on me with another guy. So thats the MAJOR reason I hate this fucker.

Then I was supposed to have band practice today and Pablo was nowhere to be found. I call his house to find out hes at work. I guess thats understandable but he shoulda said something ya know? Well I suppose were gonna practice tomorrow..I hope. I also gotta help Brandon fix his make back up.

Ross from HOS wants us to be part of this big stage act before the crowd goes in to the actual haunted house. That should be fun. I used to do it but I wore someone elses costume. It'll be cool to use Sigma in it. But Sigmas apprentace (Brandon) needs ALOT of repairs. It'll work out though.

Well thats all I have to write so I'll post my newest update on life when it actually happens.

Ash,I'm not mad at you and I love you with all my heart just remember why I dont like people like this guy. I never want what we have to be screwed up and as long as theres people like him around they will be screwed up.

~Corey

my boring day turned to the most fun yet depressing night ever.

09.06.04 (10:33 pm) [edit]

Fun part: I went out with Seth and we got some food and I decided to go with him to this ska show tonight. Alotta cool bands played but I went to se FTA (Fatter Than Albert) I'm a big fan of theirs and a friend too. I really love Vulpis singing. He growls like hes in a damn screamo band but its ska...surely unique. I like it. We all chilled outside of the show and bullshitted and stuff like that. Had a few laughs and just enjoyed the night. Then I watched Jacobs fat ass fall in the pit and crush poor lil Tate :shock: After the show Seth dropped me off back at home and that was that. But I had an awesome time.

Depressing part: I didnt get to talk to Ash tonight cuz Seths phone was fucked :( She knew I was prolly going to the show so its cool but I just missed her is all. I guess I'll tt her tomorrow. I love you Ash. Yer still my princess and my sexy babydoll :)

Well I guess that about does it in the world of Corey.

goodnight tbolg,
~Corey

BLOW IT OUTCHA ASS!!!!

09.04.04 (7:40 pm) [edit]

ha.....hahaha....hahaha...ha...ha..h...a!

WOW! Ok I'm fixing that color..NOW

K now thats outta my system. Today was eh...good I guess. Cant really complain except Blaze said he dosent know if he wants to be in the band anymore. So we go through like five bassists and it stayed me and him for a while and now that we have a full band he wants to bail on me. Fuck you.....poser.

He says hes in too many bands as it is. hes in ONE OTHER! and so is Brandon and Pablo and theyre sticking with it Christ man! Whatever I know many other guitarists that are just as good. Who needs Blaze...hes an asshole at times and hes way too hostile when it comes to new people so he prolly woulda looked for reasons to not like Pab. and Brandon. I'll find someone else...I hope. Regardless band practice is next Wednesday.

We'll just practice with what we've got. But I'll prolly call some of my patnas and ask Brandon and Pablo to ask around too. Things'll work out in the end. they always do. Like I said who needs Blaze anyway. He aint a God like he thinks he is. Hes one of those "Im straight edge and I'm more harcore than you people" Hes still my boy and all but I guess this is for the better.

Well I'm outty. Ashley bay....I love you! :D It sucks that she cant comment anymore I miss that alot. Oh well I still talk to her every day and were doin fine!

~Corey

AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!

09.03.04 (3:52 pm) [edit]

I dunno what the fuck I did for life to be so shitty alla the sudden. I wont go into complete detail but Ash and me kinda raised our voices to eachother today. We didnt fight we were just both nervous I guess about these past current situations. Yeah she was almost in tears. It was horribly sad.

I got in an agrguement with her friend and I guess she felt torn between us and like for some reason she had t pick sides. Although me and her friend are sorta cool now I just wish she didnt feel like she was in the middle cuz I never wanted her to be put there. I love this girl. i never want things like this to happen.

I swear things like this really need to stop happening. Life just needs to be nice to us RIGHT NOW!! Shes at her school football game right now and I'm taking it she feels better. This is good. I guess when she gets home we'll settle alla this. I think Ima start a really sweet/hott convo with her tonight. thos always make us feel better.

On a diffrent note I have band practice next Wednessday. This should be fun. i getta spend time with some of my patnas. It'll be cool for us four to get closer...like family...like a unit ya know? Me and these guys are cool with one another and pretty tight but we never spend real time together and we dont hang out and chill like me and Jake do. I want that with thses guys cuz as well as Jake I call them my best friends.

Brandon...well since HOS las October weve been like brothers. We kinda just got over being upset with one another but all is good now. Me and this kid have done some stupid but funny shit. lol Class of 03 was proof of how crazed of two individuals we were. No we didnt graduate in 03 it's a HOS thing lol

Blaze...I've known this kid since like 5'th grade. Weve been crew for a while and it's awesome to be working with him as a musician.

Pablo...well I've known this guy I guess it'll be a year in October some time. Hes pretty damn cool as far as a friend goes. Weve hung out like REALLY once and it was a pretty entertaining turn of events lol It'll be cool to work with him as well. But he still sucks at Soul Calibur 2 mwahahahahahaha!!

ok well...lata
~Corey

why today sucked my ass...

09.03.04 (6:20 am) [edit]

first I find out my dad got in a wreck and the place that towed his truck cuz he had NO insurance happend to be DC towing (my grandpas old work) Anyways my dad goes over there to demend his truck back and Donny (the store owner) said he couldnt give it back. My dad and Dannielle said "go get the fucking truck now" Donny still says no. My dad goes to go outiside and get the truck and Donny grabbed him to stop him. My dad hit Donny in the face with a wooden cane and Donny retaliated and beat the FUCK outta my dad putting him in the hospital. Serves the asshole right. Donny called us cuz he remembered that my dad was once married to my mom and he let us know what happend. I aint mad at Donny. He defended himself. Oh and Dannielle jumped on his back and he punched her in the face. that made me smile when I heard it. So my dads an ex con and now has FELONY charges on him so its back to jail for his stupid ass and Dannielle has em on her too so shes prolly goin too.

THEN I talk to Ash later and she had her friend over. I was trying to talk to her cuz I just needed her at the time cuz I was feeling shitty and she always makes me feel better but her fucking friend said something about her getting off the phone TWICE! First off she has no right. Shes MY girlfriend and I have every right in the world to talk to her without her getting all up in it. She acts like shes Ashleys fucking woman and Ash isnt supposed to have a life outside of her. FUCK THAT! It aint happening anymore. This is where I say NO MORE! Shes my girlfriend. I'm gonna talk to her WHENEVER I WANT and WHENEVER SHE WANTS! and shes gonna butt the fuck out. She better stay the fuck outta my way she knows she dont need to be pissing me off right now. Last weekend Ash and me were supposed to get together and she was supposed to cover for us but at the lAST minute she says shes not gonna. She waited until I was in a bad situation and I got in trouble. Thanx alot! Just stay outta my way from now on and we can keep it the same.

I dont need that bullshit. I'm tired of people. Theyre so fucking ignorant.

anyways I gotta go to sleep or something cuz I wanna fuckin scream right now.

lata,
-corey

*looks up at sky* she needs you...

09.02.04 (2:10 am) [edit]

Wow where to begin?

First I must say that I'm doing great. My life seems to be at peace at the moment but Ash well thats a TOTALLY diffrent story.

Her family almost got into a fist fight. Dudes were trying to hit women and even her grandma almost got hit. Ash had to be with the family members kids.

Shes totally stressed about money and how much shes gonna need to spend. Were prolly not even gonna go to her dance cuz of money and some other stuff I wont mention. I mean the dance is no biggie. i would pay for her dress in a heartbeat. I just wish that I could give her all the money she needs but the truth is I can barely get by myself. i wanna help her. i wanna make alla her troubles dissappear.

Shes much too young to be this stressed and shes way too beautiful of a person. Bay just know that I'll help you in ANY way I can. You say the word and you have anything you need. I'm always in your corner.

She needs a hug. i wanna hug her I just dont know what to do. When my baby's down so am I. She needs so much right now...so much that I wish to God I could give her. *prays for a blessing SOON*

Well I'm gonna be off to bed now. Say a prayer for Ash if you have the spare time please. Thanx....

I love you my babydoll *kisses Ashley * I promis you when you turn 18 I'm gonna take you away from alla that and you'll be in a complete stress free enviornment. Hang in there and "just keep swimming"

~Corey

Draw this darkness out like poison. Stab,retrieve,again decline. Help me drive the dagger deeper trace with me explicit line. Take this blade,a test of faith and strike me deep and true. I put all my trust in you...

This is my monkey! I shall name him Frank and he shall be mine!

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My love were meant to be like a raging fire that's burning free. My vision is blurry so I close my eyes and I see you here with me...

What else can I say? I love her.